I'm listening to the radio .....

Monday, August 6, 2018

Semoga Dipermudahkan Segala Urusan - InsyaAllah

Sesungguhnya Allah lebih tahu.

Been long. Never thought to quit writing here......
Sometimes I feel that the tides are rough and I could't handle any.
Sometimes the wind are calm that I got carried away and forgetting the tough roar I've been through .....
Ya Allah....
Kuatkanlah aku.

INSYAALLAH


Tuesday, January 16, 2018

SABAR 2018

Kalau diceritakan sedih ...... panjang ceritanya. Kalau diceritakan indah ....... pengalaman pasti suatu keindahan dan guru yang terbaik ....... Nukilan bukan untuk simpati, sekadar mengisi jurnal hati, moga menjadi peringatan diri ..... INSYAALLAH



Thursday, January 4, 2018

"Surat Cinta Untuk Starla"


"Surat Cinta Untuk Starla"
Ku tuliskan kenangan tentang
Caraku menemukan dirimu
Tentang apa yang membuatku mudah
Berikan hatiku padamu

Takkan habis sejuta lagu
Untuk menceritakan cantikmu
'kan teramat panjang puisi
'tuk menyuratkan cinta ini

Telah habis sudah cinta ini
Tak lagi tersisa untuk dunia
Karena telah ku habiskan
Sisa cintaku hanya untukmu

Aku pernah berpikir tentang
Hidupku tanpa ada dirimu
Dapatkah lebih indah dari
Yang ku jalani sampai kini

Aku selalu bermimpi tentang
Indah hari tua bersamamu
Tetap cantik rambut panjangmu
Meskipun nanti tak hitam lagi

Bila habis sudah waktu ini
Tak lagi berpijak pada dunia
Telah aku habiskan sisa hidupku
Hanya untukmu

Dan telah habis sudah cinta ini
Tak lagi tersisa untuk dunia
Karena telah ku habiskan sisa cintaku
Hanya untukmu
Untukmu, hidup dan matiku

Bila musim berganti
Sampai waktu terhenti
Walau dunia membenci
Ku kan tetap di sini

Bila habis sudah waktu ini
Tak lagi berpijak pada dunia
Telah aku habiskan sisa hidupku
Hanya untukmu

Telah habis sudah cinta ini
Tak lagi tersisa untuk dunia
Karena telah ku habiskan sisa cintaku
Hanya untukmu

Karena telah ku habiskan sisa cintaku
Hanya untukmu

[English Translation:]

I wrote about memories
On how I found you
About what made it easy
Giving you my heart

A million songs, won't be enough
To tell the story about your beauty
This poem will extremely long
To tell about this love

This love runs out already
No longer left for the world
Because I have spent the rest of my love
Only for you

I ever thought about
How my life would be without you
Could it be more beautiful
Then I had lived until now?

I always dream about
How fine the old days with you
Your long hair still remains beautiful
Although it won't stay black

If the time runs out already
No longer rests to the world
I have spent the rest of my life
Just for you

If this love runs out already
No longer left to the world
Because I have spent the rest of my love
Only for you
For you...

My life, and my death
When the seasons changed
Until the time stops
Even though the world hates
I will stay, right here

When the time runs out already
No longer rests on the world
Because I have spent the rest of my love
Only for you

This love runs out already
No longer left for the world
Because I have spent the rest of my love
Only for you

Because I have spent the rest of my love

Only for you

Monday, January 1, 2018

2017 - 2018

Alhamdulillah...
It's 2018. 2017 had been great for what so ever had happened  ... the love, the time,  the experience and everything. Each and everything happened for a reason and us counting the blessing from every moment of it.
InsyaAllah in days, months and years to come things will get better and better. We will do good and be great..... InsyaAllah.

Sunday, September 24, 2017

HATI

Not even an entry  ...... It's already the third quarter of the year.
When you write it means something.... lots of things.
Things aren't always what it seems. Not as easy what mind would think. There's always something inside a lot of them, but "none" to let go.
Sad ..... Maybe. Happy ... Maybe ..... WHAT ...
There's always a thing with HATI. It may be tore. It may be weak. Or it may be tough .....
Well ends here ... Just an entry, to fill an empty heart.







Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Kadang-kadang hati manusia kerdil ini tak cukup kuat untuk menghadapi walang yang mendatang. Tapi keterpaksaan untuk menghadapinya bertukar menjadi satu ketabahan malah mendorong lahirnya satu hati yang kuat. Namun hati itu masih mudah tengadah dan mudah tercuit.
Wahai hati, kuatlah, tabahlah ........

Monday, August 8, 2016

Be Strong



InsyaAllah

Bohong kalau aku tidak sedih
Bohong kalau aku tidak hairan
Tapi percayalah aku percaya 
Setiap ujian ada hikmahnya

Pohon kuatkan hati dan tabah dalam menghadapinya
Setiap perancangan adalah yang terbaik dariNYa


InsyaAllah

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

ALANGKAH LUCUNYA NEGERI INI - MNM

ALANGKAH LUCUNYA NEGERI INI
Tidakkah kau fikir ini lucu
Nusa yang menguasai lautan dagang timur ke barat
Ngauman harimau bergegar di rantau ASIA
Hasil minyak membangun menara kembar
Satu negara, rangkuman budaya terdiri sekian lama
Menjadi guru dunia ketiga
Rakyat yang mati kerana kekenyangan
Kini makin menipis senyumnya

Tidakkah ia suatu yang aneh
Dari pelajaran Mei 13
Kita membangun satu impian
Rakyat distrukturkan, Pemimpin dirakyatkan
Kefakiran kita kuburkan
Kesaksamaan menjadi tujuan
Ada senyuman, ada wang di poket rakyat
Kini, kita tertanya ke mana kita ?

Terasa lucu negeri ini
Anak-anak yang diputerakan di negara ini
Yang menerima saudara asing sebagai warga
Kini, berkais malam ke pagi
Malu pada nama bangsanya
Takut bertutur bahasanya
Kerdil pada acuan minda ilmuannya
Pesimis pada gagahnya anak bangsa
Menjadi si tanggang memegang kuasa
Melutut setelah separuh abad merdekanya

Alangkah lucu negeri ini
Bangsa terbanyak menjadi hamba
Menadah bekas, meminta laba
Menagih simpati di bumi lahirnya
Mendengar suruh pak politik, yang menjadi hamba yang lainnya

Kadangkala gurauan itu. sudah hilang lucunya
Kemarahan sudah hilang ertinya
Kesedihan, hanya membuang masa

Ku percaya bangsa ini bermaruah
Anak muda yang mampu memegang teraju, kemudi bahtera
Andaikata kita percaya.....
Andaikata kita percaya.....
Mencipta Naratif Baharu, memimpin masa ...


MNM
Mukhadimah Naratif Baharu Melayu
Dewan Syarahan DBP
20 Ogos 2015

Sunday, June 12, 2016

SAHUR 2016

Alhamdulillah it's sahur 2016. One of the beauties of Ramadhan is when you wake up for sahur. I love it. Alhamdulillah, my children don't have the problem with waking up for sahur.
It has always been wonderful. The table is full of joy and laughter ... We do have sleepy eyes for a while but it's all gone within minutes... It has always been calm and tender.
Alhamdulillah, I am grateful ...
May we all be blessed always by ALLAH SWT. InsyaAllah.
 

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

Salam .......
It's the new year for the blog.
I always had the idea of writing so that the blog won't go dull and will always continue. But the effort of so lost in the way.
But today I thought of just jotting down something.
2015 had been 2015.
I went through my battle, I fought ... Alhamdulillah I made it. I'd stay strong, InsyaAllah. Yes, it had been tough. I had teary eyes days, weeks, months ..... Alhamdulillah, I made it, I made it. I'd be strong.
Ya Allah, give me strength. InsyaAllah.
2016 ..... A little rough starting 2016. Like doing a whole new part of it. But whether I like or not... It'll be that way. But up to now I think I blend it well. Just ignore the bad side of it.
InsyaAllah... Always pray for the better.
Always pray to have eyes that see the best in people, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad, and a soul that never loses faith in ALLAH.

 


Monday, April 20, 2015

About PHOBIA ......

Reading is fun. When you read you'll learn new things ....... (self-encouragement)
Reading is among the best advice I've ever got. 

Okay back to the subject. This is some sharing on what I've just read. It is about PHOBIA. There are many types PHOBIA ...... I can't put it all here, but there's a few that caught my interest. I have one of those, hu hu hu ............ Check this out ...

#1:   Kinesophobia  -  
         Pathological fear of motion
#2:   Kathisophobia  -  
         Fear of sitting down
#3:   Aichmophobia  -  
        A morbid fear of sharp or pointed objects (such as a needle or a pointing finger) 
#4:   Amaxophobia  -  
        Fear of being in or riding in a vehicle
#5:   Ailurophobia  -   
        Abnormal fear of cats
#6:   Amathophobia  -  
        Fear of dust
#7:   Hypengyophobia  -  
        Abnormal fear of responsibility
#8:   Toxiphobia  -  
        Abnormal fear of poisons or of being poisoned
#9:   Ochlophobia  -  
        Morbid fear of crowds
#10: Ideophobia  -  
        Fear or distrust of ideas or of reason
#11: Claustrophobia  -  
        An abnormal fear of being in narrow or enclosed spaces


"OVERCOME YOUR FEAR"

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Fakta Menarik - Perkara-perkara yang diharamkan di beberapa negara di seluruh dunia


Tahukah anda yang negara China mengharamkan filem-filem berkaitan “perjalanan melalui masa” (time travel) atas alasan ia menyebabkan terhasilnya gambaran-gambaran sejarah yang “tidak serius”.
Perkara-perkara yang diharamkan di beberapa negara di seluruh dunia:
1. Afrika Selatan: Rakyat dilarang mengambil gambar dan menyiarkan di media akan kediaman presidennya Jacob Zuma.
2. Korea Utara: Jeans berwarna biru (bukan hitam) kerana ia dikatakan berkait rapat dengan Amerika Syarikat.
3. Monaco: Rakyat Monaco dilarang berjudi di Monte Carlo Casino kerana dikatakan Prince Charles III bimbang rakyatnya akan menghabiskan kesemua wang mereka di sana. Tetapi orang luar dibenarkan berjudi di situ.
4. Thailand: Filem Anna and the King, lakonan Jodie Foster dan Chow Yun Fatt. Filem ini dikatakan menghina keluarga diraja dan mencacatkan sejarah negara.
5. Korea Selatan: Permainan video selepas tengah malam. Undang-undang yang dikuatkuasakan pada tahun 2011 ini menghalang mereka yang berusia di bawah 16 tahun bermain video dari pukul 12 malam sehingga 6 pagi. Ia diwujudkan bagi menyekat ketagihan permainan video dalam kalangan rakyat Korea Selatan.
6. Jepun: Menari di tepat-tempat awam. Undang-undang yang dikuatkuasakan pada tahun 1948 ini bertujuan untuk melindungi moral orang awam. Hanya kelab yang mempunyai lesen khas untuk menari sahaja dibenarkan berbuat demikian, itupun sehingga tengah malam sahaja.
7. Burundi: Ketika negara ini mengalami ketegangan etnik, rakyatnya akan keluar berjoging secara berkumpulan bagi mengelakkan diserang puak militia. Tetapi pada Mac 2014 presidennya Pierre Nkurunziza mengharamkan joging sama sekali kerana mendakwa ia digunakan sebagai penyamaran untuk mereka yang mahu merancang aktiviti-aktiviti subversif.
8. Romania: Pada tahun 80-an pemimpin Romania Nicolae Ceausescu mengharamkan permainan Scrabble kerana ia bersifat ‘subversif’ dan ‘jahat’. Tetapi pengharaman itu kini sudah dimansuhkan.

9. Iran: Warganegara lelaki diharamkan berambut panjang atau berambut pacak.
10. Amerika Syarikat: Kinder Surprise Egg coklat yang mempunyai permainan kecil di dalamnya amat popular di banyak negara tetapi diharamkan di Amerika Syarikat. Sebab: Kebimbangan anak-anak tercekik. Beberapa tangkapan telah dilakukan ke atas mereka yang cuba membawa masuk Surprise Egg ini ke AS dari Kanada.
Dipetik dari BuzzFeed

Bagaimana timbul nama MALAYSIA .....


Bagaimana timbul nama MALAYSIA ....
Gabungan nama-nama MALAYS dan ‘IA’. 
Kenapa pemimpin-pemimpin kita terdahulu menamakan nama negara kita MALAYSIA.

Apakah dengan pertukaran nama dari Persekutuan Tanah Melayu kepada MALAYSIA, terhapuslah kata asal MELAYU sebagaimana dalam nama Persekutuan Tanah Melayu?

Kalau kita kaji nama-nama negara-negara di dunia, terdapat nama-nama utama negara dunia, iaitu yang berakhir dengan ‘land’ , ‘tan’ dan ‘ia’.

Semuanya membawa maksud yang hampir sama - ‘tanah’. 
‘Land’ ialah dari bahasa Inggeris/ Eropah
‘tan’ dari bahasa Farsi, dan 
‘ia’ dari bahasa Latin.

Nama-nama berakhir dengan ‘land’ :
 - England (Tanah bangsa Angels)
 - Iceland (tanah air batu atau ‘ice’)
 - Scotland (tanah bangsa Scots) 
 - Swaziland (tanah bangsa Swazis) 
 - Finland (tanah bangsa Finns) 
 - Thailand (tanah bangsa Thai).

Nama-nama negara berakhir dengan ‘tan’ : 
 - Pakistan (tanah suci)
 - Tajikistan (tanah bangsa Tajik)
 - Afghanistan (tanah bangsa Afghan)
 - Kyrgyztan (tanah bangsa Kysgyz). 
Lain-lain nama termasuk Baluchistan, Kazakhstan, Turkemanistan.

Hampir separuh nama-nama negara dunia berakhir dengan perkataan ‘ia’. 
Antaranya termasuk : 
 - Russia (tanah bangsa Ross)
 - Somalia (tanah bangsa Somali)
 - Algeria (tanah bangsa Algiers)
 - Bolivia (tanah bangsa Bolivars)
 - India (tanah sungai Indus)
 - Columbia (tanah Columbus)
 - Mongolia (tanah bangsa Mongols)
 - Ethiopia (tanah bangsa kulit hitam)



Dengan penjelasan di atas, jelaslah nama MALAYSIA adalah versi ‘latinised’ berpangkalkan perkataan MALAYS, ungkapan dalam bahasa Inggeris bagi perkataan MELAYU.

Jadi MALAYS-IA bermakna : 
 - MALAYSIA - LAND OF THE MALAYS, atau lebih tepat, TANAH BANGSA MELAYU.


#sharingiscaring #syukurlahMalaysiamasih aman #Malaysia


Wednesday, February 25, 2015

I am only Human .....

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human, yeah

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human, yeah

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
Until I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human, yeah




Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Happy New Year 2015

Happy New Year 2015

It’s been days in the New Year and I am glad that I have this chance of updating new post here… ALHAMDULILLAH.

2014 – Been through the journey, the joy, the sadness… tears and laughter. It’s life ….. It’s smooth as satin sometimes and it’s been rough and thick to go through at time. But moment like that in a journey creates great experiences. A good lesson to learn in life……. When we were able to go through thick and thin then we knew we didn’t quit easily. We put a try, we did it. We are not failures.  GLAD….. SubhanAllah.
I am a simple person (that’s how I look at myself). I tend to take things no matter how it had changed me, no matter how it saddened me at time of occurrence. I would not let it sank me. InsyaAllah ….. I passed….. I took it as great experience and move on. Yess…. Of course at times, it strike me like a time bomb. Felt like I never gonna move on. But Allah had given me the strength to move on …… Put aside deep regrets and walk further ahead. I have that strength …… Alhamdulillah.
Sometimes there’s time I felt that I am not confident enough that I tend to hide my feelings. Running away from it. But as I learn more and more about myself, no, I am not like that. I don’t run. But I threw out all the hideous thoughts and make things done to the best I could. No, not running but I switched my plans ….. (I thoughts so ….)

2015….. The beginning of a new series of my life … to the exact …. My age. At times I am still singing “I don’t wanna grow up, I’m a toyr’us kids….. There’s a million toys and toys that I wanna play with ….” Hahahah ….. A song from a child. That was years back ….. I have had great journeys with No. 3,   I will welcome no. 4 wholeheartedly and wish that we will another beautiful journey together……. Thank you no. 3 and welcome aboard no. 4 ……………..
My children are now in their secondary. I have always pray that they will excel in their life journey. Alhamdulillah that our life are getting better by days. It’s sometimes tough and fun being a teenagers. I know that there will be times of this and that…… But never mind all those things. No matter what mama will always be by your side …… TRUST ME…... Ilove you dear children...
YA ALLAH ……
YA ALLAH ……. I pray to you for a good life ahead, strong and healthy, full of Love and happiness for me and my family. And it is to you that I seek forgiveness and ask for help. 
YA ALLAH……






Thursday, October 30, 2014

Keep Calm and Stay Strong .....

Behind the cries of sadness
is a strong heart of forgiveness
For will I be the one to had
Or I am the one to forget 
Deep inside
All out of hope
In a strength of a human heart