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Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Happy New Year 2015

Happy New Year 2015

It’s been days in the New Year and I am glad that I have this chance of updating new post here… ALHAMDULILLAH.

2014 – Been through the journey, the joy, the sadness… tears and laughter. It’s life ….. It’s smooth as satin sometimes and it’s been rough and thick to go through at time. But moment like that in a journey creates great experiences. A good lesson to learn in life……. When we were able to go through thick and thin then we knew we didn’t quit easily. We put a try, we did it. We are not failures.  GLAD….. SubhanAllah.
I am a simple person (that’s how I look at myself). I tend to take things no matter how it had changed me, no matter how it saddened me at time of occurrence. I would not let it sank me. InsyaAllah ….. I passed….. I took it as great experience and move on. Yess…. Of course at times, it strike me like a time bomb. Felt like I never gonna move on. But Allah had given me the strength to move on …… Put aside deep regrets and walk further ahead. I have that strength …… Alhamdulillah.
Sometimes there’s time I felt that I am not confident enough that I tend to hide my feelings. Running away from it. But as I learn more and more about myself, no, I am not like that. I don’t run. But I threw out all the hideous thoughts and make things done to the best I could. No, not running but I switched my plans ….. (I thoughts so ….)

2015….. The beginning of a new series of my life … to the exact …. My age. At times I am still singing “I don’t wanna grow up, I’m a toyr’us kids….. There’s a million toys and toys that I wanna play with ….” Hahahah ….. A song from a child. That was years back ….. I have had great journeys with No. 3,   I will welcome no. 4 wholeheartedly and wish that we will another beautiful journey together……. Thank you no. 3 and welcome aboard no. 4 ……………..
My children are now in their secondary. I have always pray that they will excel in their life journey. Alhamdulillah that our life are getting better by days. It’s sometimes tough and fun being a teenagers. I know that there will be times of this and that…… But never mind all those things. No matter what mama will always be by your side …… TRUST ME…... Ilove you dear children...
YA ALLAH ……
YA ALLAH ……. I pray to you for a good life ahead, strong and healthy, full of Love and happiness for me and my family. And it is to you that I seek forgiveness and ask for help. 
YA ALLAH……






Thursday, October 30, 2014

Keep Calm and Stay Strong .....

Behind the cries of sadness
is a strong heart of forgiveness
For will I be the one to had
Or I am the one to forget 
Deep inside
All out of hope
In a strength of a human heart

Monday, October 27, 2014

JANJI APAKAH YANG TERBAIK ......

Setiap sesuatu yang terjadi kepada kita ada janji dan hikmah disebaliknya. InsyaAllah.....

Gulai Kelmarin ......

Gulai yang sedap ialah gulai yang boleh dimakan sampai 2-3 hari. Walau tinggai kuah tak dak dah isi tapi masih makan sampai menjilat jari. Tu gulai yang sedap ..... ermmmm 
Sedapnya Gulai mak ...... 
Di utara gulai ni merupakan kari bagi belah selatan. Gulai pulak kat sini lebih kepada macam masak kuning tuhhhh..... Ape-apelah karang kurang tepat plak perbandingan aku .....
Gulai mak aku memang sedap. Aku pun x dapat masak sedap macam mak. Kalau aku masak macam sedap tuh aku akan berangan masakan aku sedap macam mak ..... hehehe. Aku akan tanya anak2... sedap tak gulai mama? Jawapan anak-anak, pasti tak pernah mengecewakan aku ... yeayyy. 
Mak pernah masak gulai di satu majlis kenduri di rumah mertua aku. Sampai sekarang ada yang masih tanya tentang gulai tu.... Suruh aku masak memang tak merasa lah sebab kang dia punya taste banyak bedanya ... Ngee ....
Mak tak suka bagi resepi bawang merah berapa biji, halba secamca dua camca ka .... rempah banyak mana, garam banyak mana ..... so masak dari hati sesedap dan sesuci hati ibu ..... So aku pun masak macam tu ..... Kalau minta resepi aku akan bagi ingredients and how to do it je ..... Nak bagi sesudu , dua sudu tu memang x jadilah gulai aku ....
Ni Gulai aku masak minggu lepas. Lepas 2 hari tinggai kuah je buat cicah ngan roti ....... yummmy
Petua mak senang je.... Kalau nak bagi gulai tu tahan lama .... nak masak kena bersih, peralatan make sure cuci, sekitar pun kena bersih ... Tu je .....
So sekian sahaja entry gulai kelmarin aku ....... MASAKLAH DENGAN PENUH KASIH SAYANG .......

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Coret-coret - ragam 1

Lucu sedih suka duka ...... itu rasa yang ada pada setiap manusia. Mahu tak mahu bohong atau tidak kita kekadang merasai perassan yang berbeza ini. Yang bezanya cuma cara kita untuk menghadapinya.
Kadang-kadang luka yang sikit, sakitnya begitu perit. Luka yang nampak berdarah pada zahirnya, sakitnya tak seberapa.  
Sama seperti realiti pada sekeping kertas kita meluah rasa hati. Bagai ubat yang mengubati rasa yang menjeruk diri.......